It’s been feeding on dark thought in me 
Spreading rumours in my mind 
Building anger in my heart 
Burning hatred in my eyes 
Now I see through all the lies 

What I see I despise 
What I see I recognize 

I twist their every world 
To find a crack 
To see the truth 
To find the place I’ve been used 
To find a piece of me in you 
To find something I can abuse 

Now I see 
You need me to put your weakness on 
I spit on the hand you offer 
Spit on the words you speak 
You will never find me trusting 
You will never find me weak 

What I see I despise 
What I see I recognize 
It’s all sickening to me 
All these good intentions 

I Remember all the times you let me down 
When I found myself alone 
All the times you weren’t around 
Left me time to think 
Who you are 
What you give 
What I need 
What I see I despise 
What I see I recognize 

I don’t need no one but me!