Last night the sky exploded Proving we were wrong from the start Outside cold and dreaming That the world was falling apart To this day I can't remember your name Now everything seems as f*cking fake As the words they said weíre not supposed to say Sometimes sleep won't come When I close my eyes So I lie in bed crossing my heart And hoping you die Sometimes everything feels wrong inside It's like I'm thinking of everything at once And nothing at the same time In this world I've made No one knows what they're supposed to be I'm keeping secrets from myself Drowning in the water of a dried up sea To this day I can't remember your face Now everything here seems as f*cking fake As the pain these pills are meant to take away