I'm just hiding from emotion To afraid that I would lose you My heart would be so broken But maybe that's what I need Now I'm closing the door Cause the one I love most Doesn't know what I'm feeling And I'm flowing in thoughts Through a river that's lost Is this all my fault? All the times I've waited up for you (You never cared about me) My smiles lying on your backseat (Did you ever care about me?) I tried to be happy But I don't wanna be someone else I need to be honest with my self I'd be happier without you Achieve everything I want too There's nothing that I wouldn't do I wish it was all that easy Now I'm slamming the door Cause the girl I love most Doesn't know what I'm feeling And I'm flowing in thoughts Through a river that's lost Is this all my fault? All the times I've waited up for you (You never cared about me) My smiles lying on your backseat (Did you ever care about me?) I tried to be happy But I don't wanna be someone else I need to be honest with my self You don't care about me You don't care about me You don't care about me No you don't