Looking up the hill tonight When you have closed your eyes I wish I didn't have to make all those mistakes and be wise Please try to be patient and know that I'm still learning I'm sorry that you have to see the strength inside me burning Where are you now, angel now Don't you see me crying And I know that you can't do it all But you can't say your not trying I'm on my knees in front of him But he doesn't seem to see me But all his troubles on his mind is looking right through me And I'm letting myself down deciding is falling you And I wished that you could see I have my troubles too Lookin' at you sleeping I'm with a man I know I'm sitting here weeping while the hours pass so slow And I know that in the mornin' I have to let you go And you'll be just a man once I leave to know For these past few days someone I don't recognize This isn't all my fault When will you realize Lookin' at you leavin' I'm looking for a sign