My secret, my truth, I didn’t want to swim away from you 
Abandoning your sinking ship I was treading water in a world of blue 
There’s a zillion fish in these waters of you more deservedly 
I left you for dead, ‘it’s a big bad ocean out there’ we’d always said...

I’ll swallow anything you’ve got to avoid that memory 
It seemed the brighter the sun 
The blacker the shadow following me 
Everytime I turned and looked back expecting to see crystal clearly 
I was right for not you and you wrong for me perfectly too 
My secret truth