It's honestly disgusting I blame all of my shortcomings On people that I'm in love with it hurts I'm doing things I probably shouldn't But fuck it I guess who wouldn't Put a shotgun in my mouth somehow it shot me in the foot And thought that I could guess that I couldn't it hurts By now I've regained my composure It gets worse as you get older at-least that's what someone told me Who am I to disagree I'm living proof and it hurts, it hurts I was on meth in Copenhagen Everything good comes in phases Then it's every noise is grating Everyone wants you sedated But they're too pussy to say it, it hurts My family thinks I'm pushing through it But I'm not I'm just not man enough to do it Terrified it won't improve And who am I but living proof that it hurts, it hurts, it hurts And fuck me wish that it And fuck me wish that it And fuck me wish that it And fuck me wish that it didn't But it does it does it does it does