Wide awake
Tryna not come down from this high
I've been innocent my whole life
Now I let these ghosts, I let my ghosts back in
Wake up in cold sweats as I'm laying in bed
I'm not a pagan, I don't summon or awaken the dead
But still I'm feeling something coming, heart'll race in my chest
Raising my stress
Man, I really should be taking my meds
Cause I can hearing calling me the demons again
It's why I'm always tryna get up out the voice in my head
I think it's been a few years since I made any friends
I'm making amends
With nobody, no, I rather be seeking revenge
Yeah, revenge is sweet, I tend to be
A little bit mental with a propensity
To end the beef
And I ain't talkin' squashing the shit
Nah, I'm talking rest in peace, my enemies
Have been fed to the blender, the beast
Will dismember these MC's
Then I freeze em' like the December breeze
I do not have any empathy
I'm not a man, I'm an entity
Yeah
Wide awake
Tryna not come down from this high
I've been innocent my whole life
Now I let these ghosts, I let my ghosts back in
Let my ghosts in
Heart is so cold, man, it's frozen
Struggle to feel these emotions
What's even real anymore, I don't know, I don't know shit
Worshiping nonsense
I'm not a god, I am godless
Gotta be an oddity
Honestly, what about it?
You said your opinion, I'm never gon' fit in
Ain't winning or getting no women
I got, I get it
I'm kinda pathetic, forget it
They never gon' let me in this industry, so regardless
Throw me in the can like I'm garbage
I'm not a man, I'm a martian
Living in the garden
Single one bedroom apartments
All of this pain, that harness
Been through the hardships, starving
I'm finding comfort in darkness
And this is for Darwin
Kill or be killed, pop a pill and refill, I deliver the carnage
Ain't no one iller foreal, I'm finna be giving 'em chill every time, an alarmist
This is the part where I'm scaring you, bury you deep
As you scream and you weep
And the demons appear in your sleep
But there's no one to hear, you not even a peep
Look I'm peering through windows and gearing to feast
I been stalking my prey, I been near you for weeks
Now I'm skinning my victims, I sheer em' like sheep
It's not fiction or folklore, awaken the beast
