Stroll to the cafe My God how time flies I close up my brain And another friend dies I feel like a mirror Feel like nothing is mine I could go back to crying But now dying seems fine So I hang from the ceiling Or I sit on the air Or rot in a corner Until somebody cares Faces at random I quote people I knew I'd love to be like me If I could feel like you Here am I, more roche five than pain Here am I, just me and my walls to blame Here am I, I really don't feel quite sane Here am I, still searching for my shadow in vain Lock my door I only think in black and white I'll even try to look ashamed Moving out of central Somebody knows me well Says he'll spill the whole story He may be lying I can't tell Meet me inside I'll keep my head to the floor And one hand on the handle Of the mad/sane door Here am I, more roche five than pain Here am I, just me and my walls to blame Here am I, I really don't feel quite sane Here am I, still searching for my shadow in vain Lock my door I only think in black and white I'll even try to look ashamed My shadow in vain My shadow in vain My shadow in vain My shadow in vain My shadow in vain