My addiction is just a social disease Took most of this life all just for granted Leavin' you with all that I bleed But I never seem to get my fuckin' stories straight How could I possibly with all the lies put on display? Get rid of the shit and get back to what's better And I was thinkin I'd leave this world behind Settle for a fraction Make it my new fashion I'm alright I'll be better when I'm home 'Til then it's time for me to find my own strength I can't hide all the things I should have known I guess it's time for me to stop I always wanted to be part of the scene It's been a fun year with all these problems hangin' from my neck on a string I'm not the kind of monster I appear to be My moves tell me the story just like I want you to see Take another trip And be a victim And I was thinkin I'd leave this world behind Settle for a fraction Make it my new fashion I'm alright I'll be better when I'm home 'Til then it's time for me to find my own strength I can't hide all the things I should have known I guess it's time for me to stop Mama says I'll stand with you all the way Give 'em all they need to know And never let you go And I will always hide the shame Give 'em all they need to know To let my poor boy go Sou you makes the evening show I'm alright I'll be better when I'm home 'Til then it's time for me to find my own strength I can't hide all the things I should have known I guess it's time for me to find my own strength 'Til I better It's time for me to stop