I'm sorry but I gotta level with you now I'm a million problems you won't figure out 'Cause nothing ever really seems to come my way But I shoulda told you the very first day I say it like I mean it Not hide it like a secret How'd I even ever fall this hard? I say it like I mean it And hope that you believe it How'd I even ever get this far? I can't believe the things that I find Breaking the [?] till I've won [?] ain't fun You'd probably rather stare at the sun I got the [?] There's no competition when you're this cold This ain't the way I wanted to go But this is just the life we chose Cannot take the credit for your misery For it's an accolade that's really hard to beat And I know it's something that I seem to do so naturally But did you know that you were always free to leave? [?] I'm sorry it's remaining But that's just the way my path line seems to go You be the hero And I'll stay the zero 'Cause we know we'll never count on me, so I say it like I mean it Not hide it like a secret How'd I even ever fall this hard? I say it like I mean it And hope that you believe it How'd I even ever get this far? I can't believe the things that I find Breaking the [?] till I've won [?] ain't fun You'd probably rather stare at the sun I got the [?] There's no competition when you're this close This ain't the way I wanted to go But this is just the life we chose That's the life you chose I say it like I mean it Not hide it like a secret How'd I even ever fall this hard? I say it like I mean it And hope that you believe it How'd I even ever get this far?