Try not to wake me up cause I don't feel too good I'm tired of miracles and being so understood Let's all be difficult and never try too hard Let's all be critical of those who show their heart If this just typical to congratulate yourself I'm kinda miserable but don't tell anyone, because I'm breaking down Maybe I'm just lost they said Maybe I'm just tired or dead inside Somethings wrong with me Maybe that's just how I am... Maybe I'm a mess and I ain't gonna change So tired of being old and feeling cold and numb So tired of being told I'm not so young and dumb I'm not as quick to say that I wish I could quit I gave up on giving up and lost myself a bit trying to be a ghost Maybe I'm just lost they said Maybe I'm just tired or dead inside Somethings wrong with me Maybe that's just how I am... Maybe I'm a mess and I ain't gonna change I don't wanna be here I don't wanna be there I don't wanna be anywhere I don't wanna be here I don't wanna be there Save your breath because I don't care Hold your breath beneath the air I write the bastard songs that make me feel alive I like the saddest songs pretending I'm alright... But maybe it's just me Or maybe I'm just fine with it Finally proud to live inside my own skin Maybe that's just how I am... Maybe I'm a mess Maybe I'm just lost they said Maybe I'm just tired or dead inside Somethings wrong with me? Maybe that's just how I am... Maybe I'm a mess Baby that's just how I am, I'm just a mess... And I don't wanna change