We're down the road now So where's your code now Would you have kept it if you knew what you know now Oh, on the low down I'm feeling closed out Yeah I knew you once a long time ago now See now and then I think back and wow My way back when Kinda hurts right now Oh, memories Chemical signal burdens Keeping my brain from working Killing my serotonin, yeah Oh, memories Can't count the ways I curse you Wish that I could unlearn you Hope that they find a cure soon A disconnection from recollection I'm vacationing from my transgressions In a subversion of expectation I'm stepping out and seeking redemption I could move some place I could change my name But I won't let things go that way again Oh, memories Chemical signal burdens Keeping my brain from working Killing my serotonin, yeah Oh, memories Can't count the ways I curse you Wish that I could unlearn you Hope that they find a cure soon In all of the times that I could've broke I hinged on something If I don't take stock and if I don't grow Then it's been for nothing I'll take my baggage down the road And I'll be what I'm stuck with Yeah, there's a lot I gotta take Little moments, still haunting 'Cause I don't get the point of it When you don't get what you wanted Or you need something and you lost it Yeah I miss you Yeah you don't care It's a hard truth to take but I'm going there You went some place You went somewhere But the mark you left remains Oh, memories Chemical signal burdens Keeping my brain from working Killing my serotonin, yeah Oh, memories Can't count the ways I curse you Wish that I could unlearn you Hope that they find a cure soon And always Something burnin' out, out, out, out And someday We may figure out why or how