I feel alive, no regrets I just can't take it any more So I try to run and hide From things I felt inside Before it hits me in the throat These things that happened to me These things you want me to be I realized that I was wrong I'm still alive, take no bets I just can't feel it any more So I try to run and hide From things I felt inside Before it puts me to the floor I can feel its fingers around my neck Squeezing the life out of me Why won't this all just go away And let me be me