I can see pieces of memory spitting Like sparks from a gun that's been fired and hitting The skull of the soul who was so unsuspecting And the look in his eye as he's feeling the burn I can hear flesh as it's being infected From hot burning lead thats been flying so fast The sound of the sting as it melts through the skin And the intake of air that just may be his last It's happening again The sleep in my eye is dry blood It's happening again I can't hold it back Hold me Hold me closer Tell me That everything will be fine Hold me Hold me closer Tell me That I'm not outta my mind Went to a priest to see what he could tell me Bout all of the evil that swims in my head Well I think that his voice had been very relaxing Cause I fell asleep - now the Father is dead I started to worry bout what's up ahead Will I knock on the door of Heaven when I'm dead Will they know it's not me that I'm not a killer I don't even know what I did while I'm out It's happening again The sleep in my eye is dry blood It's happening again I can't hold it back Show me Show me reasons Tell me Why it's wrong to take lives Show me Show me more Tell me Why I'm not outta my mind Show me Show me reasons Tell me Why it's wrong to take lives Show me Show me more Tell me Why I'm not outta my mind