Victimized, scrutanized I am here, to survive How you live? (trapped) how you die? (trapped) All determines really what you feel inside (trapped) Insecure (trapped) what you mean? I am not, here to be? (trapped) One percent, or ninety-nine I want it all, I swear to God By myself (trapped) anxiety (trapped) Anxiousness (trapped) misery (trapped) Lose your dreams (trapped) lose your mind (trapped) I get trapped inside my mind like all the time Do what I gotta do to get into your vibe No right or wrong been moving when we moving right Say my name in the mirror thirty times When this song is over, we will lead a normal life (trapped) These eyes, they won't be fake, no Screwed up, but I'll be gentle Been drivin,' been drinkin' Lord help me, this is not right State your claims and play your games This is no rap embrace We just rhyme, press rewind Let's replay, and let's get down These eyes, they won't be fake, no Screwed up, but I'll be gentle Been drivin,' been drinkin' Lord help me, this is not right State your claims and play your games This is no rap embrace We just rhyme, press rewind Let's replay, and let's get down Let's get down (let's replay!) Let's get down (let's replay!) Let's get down (let's replay!) Let's get down No-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no no no no (let's get down) No-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no no no no (let's get down) No-no-no-no-no nooooo In the middle of nowhere, I see happy people In the middle of nowhere, the bloodsheds thy people In the middle of nowhere, I see happy people In the middle of nowhere, the bloodsheds thy people I woke up this morning and I asked myself "Is life worth living, should I blast myself? And when I'm gone, would they remember?" Only son of Deborah, born in late December Would my women cry for me when they get the news That they future baby daddy, hanging from a noose? I don't wanna cry, gotta be a better way Don't ever want to see her die, so I found an escape Should I leap in head first off the fire escape Or should I take the easy way, shoot myself in the face? I can't really explain What got me feelin' this way To all my fans, I'm truly sorry that I have to end it But keep your minds open and my verses in your memory In disbelieve, at least I made it to a quarter century Just tryna give you a good ending for the documentary I won't give you reasons why I had to do it Just know I'm going through it, and I really had to do it Get it together, f*ck is you doin'? (And all of this shit will be gone) God got my number blocked, my calls, he never answered Who's to blame: myself, the bullet or the handgun? The night time's the hardest time to be alive Only sleepin' with women I love, I got insomnia I got a bad case of 4 A.M. regrets You know, like when you can't sleep, layin' in your bed Replaying all them thangs, you wish you never did Voices in my head, sleep paralysis Countin' sheep all week, I'm half-past dead, vision clouded Voices whispers, are they talkin' about me?