I'm gazing upwards, a world I can't embrace there's only thorns and splinters, venom in my veins it's okey to cry out when it's driving you insane but somehow, someday I'll have to face the pain It's all gone cold but noone wants to blame it's all so wrong but who am I, who am I, to say I'm begging for forgivness, everything I've done if God is listening he knows I'm not the only one it's okey to lash out from the rules that I've enslaved but somehow, someday I'll have to turn the page It's all gone cold and noone wants to change it's all so wrong but noone wants to blame it's all so cold there's nothing left to gain it's all so wrong but who am I, who am I to say My heart's an endless winter, filled with rage I'm looking forward to forgetting yesterday It's all gone cold and noone wants to change it's all so wrong but noone wants to blame it's all so cold there's nothing left to gain it's all so wrong but who am I, who am I to say It's all gone cold and noone wants to change it's all so wrong but noone wants to blame it's all so cold there's nothing left to gain it's all so wrong but who am I, who am I to say