I would like to start where I have already ended Right there where I have failed To carry my life's burden and pleasure Right there where I gave myself Absolution thinking about the future And trying to talk myself into the last move You could be the defender of my fallen faith Thinking that I'd do something To change my circumstances. Such an awful waste, such an awful waste And you never get back wasted time Wasted time the only time I used to live in Now the fate reveals it's secret rooms I will never start where I've allready ended When I'm down on the ground I watch the sky with eyes open wide If you go looking for answers, You just might find them That's what I'm counting on I'll whisper it to you So come closer It's the notion that nature abhors A vacuum, even a spiritual one. People who've lost their beliefs They're like empty vessels, Do not dwell in the past