Post modern life is exhausting Sometimes my minds like a mosh-pit I'll do whatever to fit in Cause nobody likes when you're honest So keep changing my hair And the things that I wear Then I can compare it to her and her and them I I didn't wake up like this But I'll pretend I dance with strangers Till look we look like friends I'll pretend That I'm happy in my body Don't have money But I'll pretend I know the irony is funny cause The jokes on me again When I was young I was myself It didn't pay off I put that put that me on the shelf One day I'll heal I'll be real and authentic again I didn't wake up like this But I'll pretend I dance with strangers Till look we look like friends I'll pretend That I'm happy in my body Don't have money But I'll pretend I know the irony is funny cause The jokes on me again (on me again)