I take sleepin' pills, drink a half a pint, just so I can go to sleep at night I got acid flowin' through my veins, fuckin' up my brain, so I can go to sleep at night I take sleepin' pills, drink a half a pint, just so I can go to sleep at night I put heroin all in my veins, fuckin' up my brain, so I can go to sleep at night Bowl full of pills, ate 'em like some cereal Don't know how many I ate, I passed out on the kitchen floor Ambulance at my house rushed me to emergency Doctor yellin' out he need some open‑heart surgery Now I'm in purgatory trapped in this livin' hell City I live in ain't no different than a jail cell Everywhere I look I see these people with these evil faces Starin' at me constantly, my nightmare's reality I take sleepin' pills, drink a half a pint, just so I can go to sleep at night I got acid flowin' through my veins, fuckin' up my brain, so I can go to sleep at night I take sleepin' pills, drink a half a pint, just so I can go to sleep at night I put heroin all in my veins, fuckin' up my brain, so I can go to sleep at night Strapped down on the gurney now, this concern me Didn't even let me make a call to my attorney I blacked out, woke up inside a pine box With the butterfly effect but couldn't cocoon out I'm fallin' down an endless pit just like David Berkowitz Dreamed I had to merk a bitch but didn't wanna hurt the bitch I'm schizophrenic, psycho, sick, the [?] apprentice Me and my niggas is facin' some life sentences What's your analysis on my sudden paralysis?