I swallowed all of you Where am I? Not here Drifted far way from all things clear And frozen in the fall Looking up at you Trying to save me with your words but that...won’t do Before I opened all the doors and let you in All I wanted from this life was to begin Now it’s my lie that won’t believe me Love is what will kill me no more Forever as you said, ends where we are now You who made the sun go out somehow Of trust impurely made by the slightest tear All the seams have come undone and you...not there