A bunch of secrets, that was our life Just full of leaflets, such was our mind Didn't feel the wrath coming Didn't see a path fading The cruellest game you'd ever dared You made the past come back again A forward motion, meant to be swayed ... And every heartbeat marks ur name ... And every heartbeat starts a blame (Chorus) So hard... Wish I could wrest memories Stop these fears form howling So hard... Wish I could get out of here Drain these tears - never falling Full of torn words, such was your time A knot of brash dark thoughts, Those were ur eyes Out in the open, tricky games forming Time of tension between love and hate So harsh a waving between soul and flesh It used to be so mild, it will be so warm ... And every heartbeat marks a sign ... And every heartbeat jolts a cry (Chorus) (2x) So hard... Wish I could keep on waiting Stop these fears from flowing So hard... Wish I would only be loathing Drain these tears - never falling