Heavens send someone down I'm about to turn this confession to a smoke cloud Who put me here it's hard to say Nails bleed as I claw out of the grave I want to play guitar But I reach for a glass She says that I'm a star That I won't last She understands me like you did She really loves me I'm a saint living in sin She really loathes me She really loves me She really loves Sometimes I see the sun rise I try everything to calm my nervous mind I don't wanna let go control Don't like feeling alone At least I know what I've seen These horns run through my family At least I know At least I know She understands me like you did She really loves me I'm a saint living in sin She really loathes me She really loves me She really loves Here we are again She holds me tight But something isn't right But something isn't right She understands me like you did She really loves me I'm a saint living in sin She really loathes me She understands me like you did She really loves me I'm a saint living in sin She really loathes me She really loves me She really loves