It started out with the book I was carrying with me Love is a dart from hell, I guess you didn't see the relevance back then I was a sweaty tattooed mess and you were likeable at best And I knew that we wouldn't be doing this again And I knew if I let it go to waste, I'd never forgive myself So I sat back enjoyed my time Drinking till the morning laughing with your dad I knew that his would be the hardest goodbye And I want you to notice And I wish you would care I just wanted to feel like something's there I just want a reaction, yeah something to feel Or a single emotion that seems real I turn with it all in my head As I stumbled around the city where your grandfather died And I got lost in all the alcohol, open skies, and anecdotes Them good old boys could charm me all night And I want you to notice And I wish you would care I just wanted to feel like something's there I just want a reaction, yeah something to feel Or a single emotion that seems real And I think at night to that boring Pensacola I wonder if my name is still written on the wall And I think at night, oh to Hugh and Chelsea I wonder if they're married or still together at all Still together at all Still together at all And I think at night to that boring Pensacola I wonder if my name is still written on the wall