To an out of towner drivin' cross town it don't mean anything Just a wooden white cross on the side of the road with somebody else's name But if you're from here you'd know what gone too soon really means And I'm tryin but I ain't ready to make peace Everybody says it's gonna get better it just takes time The more I wait the harder I pray but I ain't any better tonight I stare at pictures on my phone, I get angry I lose hope And there's still so many things that I believe in So if you don't see me at church on the weekend That's between me and him If I ain't sittin' in a pew some of you'll think I lost my faith I spend every night talkin' to god so I just don't see it that way We're just tryin' to sort it out, like a father and a son I'm sure he's got his reasons, but he ain't the only one Everybody says it's gonna get better it just takes time The more I wait the harder I pray but I ain't any better tonight I stare at pictures on my phone, I get angry I lose hope And there's still so many things that I believe in So if you don't see me at church on the weekend That's between me and him That's between me and him I know I gotta forgive him, he's already forgiven me But right now in that white wooden church There's one more empty seat And everybody says it's gonna get better it just takes time The more I wait the harder I pray but I ain't any better tonight I stare at pictures on my phone, I get angry I lose hope And there's still so many things that I believe in So if you don't see me at church on the weekend That's between me and him