Despised look stained on my face No more tears my eyes are dried and laced with hate Nothing will ever get better or ever become easier I clench my first as agony takes hold again Bloodshot eyes and a head full of gas I kneel and beg for this to all just end fast Is anything worth it, enduring the hurt The path of my life has taken me here Within my vision, unable to breathe Reaching through into my own being, gazing upwards at these faces of glass, how will I survive in these weeping days Pushed down, left for dead, I am enslaved Nothing is real anymore Existing in a world of sins Resentment of actuality begins Unable to breath as I'm drowning in my leaking blood Frayed visions inundate my perception And again I'm left in a death paved vignette, everlasting Misery forever remaining Within my vision Within my vision Within my vision I am unloved Whispering, entering into my own personal sound I live a life of dejection where no hope can be found Instinctively scared as biological methods take over Retreating into my introverted hell This world shall be undone