Teary eyed in the courtyard In the car by eleven I curled up in the back seat Face wet against the leather I saw closing the gate And the cast iron cut right through me That's when I felt the weight And the pain that was all consuming I don't think you understand I'm never getting over this I'll be laid out as an old man Singing songs that make me reminisce I don't think you understand You're the last face I think I'll see When my body checks out And nobody's checking in I walk out to the porch On my house outside the city And there's an empty patch of grass Where you were meant to grow your chilies I sit down to my left And drink coffee from a table That's placed between two chairs And overlooks the coop A puppy runs through the yard Chasing after a pigeon As a voice I've learnt to love Calls me to the kitchen I don't think you understand I'm never getting over this I'll be laid out as an old man Singing songs that make me reminisce I don't think you understand You're the last face I think I'll see When my body checks out And nobody's checking in