Yo The final straw is usually the smallest Divine law guiding my trajectory is flawless A few people next to me are lawless But we all are in our own ways They see the hair, then see the chains I see they tone change I hit depression didn't pick up when the phone rang Never those days again They were just growing pains And I learned just like a flower none of us grow the same And I'm learning my power come with some shoulder pain Cause when it come down to it, nobody gun round proof, and you dumb if you think you is I'm near the sun, mount Fuji ring on my thumb, thumbing through the cheese, smoking runtz, and my beautiful queen stunting, this life is a dream And I'm just hoping I don't wake up from it Praying for strength and sustenance Thoughts internally rushing It's wild Most aren't cut for this style I keep getting lost in the moment, keep gettin lost in her smile Finding my way through the world, lost in the clouds Carry, the weight of the world growing The state of the world showing They hate my complexion in every place in the world, but heaven That's how the portray it But the way that I'm winning I know somebody praying for me I live in a state of semi-euphoria Melancholic and glorious Hypnagogic in Astoria