Guarded
Don't wanna start shit
Hide things I wanna say
Sunday to Saturday
And I'm closed off
Don't wanna take my clothes off
Won't feel it anyway
Vodka and lemonade

But I don't think I've had enough
Waking up with all these thoughts
Of you
You

Take me to the other side
Navigate all my problems
Don't wanna confess my love
But you're making it hard
Hate me 'cause I'm scared of life
Love me 'cause I'm way too honest
Even after we're said and done
You're still making it hard

Starving
Thorns in my garden
Blood in my writing hand
Held tight like Cunningham

Oh

Tell me what I wanna hear
La la la la la lie to me
Pull me back in your arms

And take me to the other side
Navigate all my problems
I don't wanna confess my love
But you're making it hard
Hate me 'cause I'm scared of life
Love me 'cause I'm way too honest
Even after we're said and done
You're still making it hard

Every time
I fall it every time
You tell me you hate when I cry
I know that you lie
The look in your eyes
When you told me that we'd be alright
Shoulda known that all that was a lie
'Cause I know that you lie

I don't think I'm strong enough
Waking up with all these thoughts
Of you