I didn't mean to be the fuel in your fire At least I'm keeping you warm in my arms You always come to me, come to me crying I can't sit on the sideline anymore But I'm honored you think I'm stronger than I am You paint me as your leader Even when it's washed away Even when I say I need ya When I say, "I'm not okay" Guess I'll only be your leader Every single day It's a burden that I'm bleeding So I'll cover it in paint Ooh, it's not mutual, this love 'Cause I'd do anything for ya But I'm selfish if I'm helpless on the floor Can't do this anymore Can't be your leader I'm problematic, I'm in trouble again Mess with my friends and I'm gonna have to face ya But if by magic I'm on the other hand I'm always left alone, I know I'll be nameless But I'm honored you think I'm stronger than I am 'Cause you paint me as your leader Even when it's washed away Even when I say I need ya When I say, "I'm not okay" Guess I'll only be your leader Every single day It's a burden that I'm bleeding So I'll cover it in paint Ooh, it's not mutual, this love 'Cause I'd do anything for ya But I'm selfish if I'm helpless on the floor And I'm so damn close, you know I see the door I hate to draw a blank on what I'm fighting for If only you cared for me just a little bit more You were never ignored That I'm painted as your leader Even when it's washed away Even when I say I need ya When I say, "I'm not okay" I'll only be your leader Every single day It's a burden that I'm bleeding So I'll cover it in paint Ooh, it's not mutual, this love 'Cause I'd do anything for ya But I'm selfish if I'm helpless on the floor Can't do this anymore Can't be your leader Can't be your leader