I've got a DM sitting in my inbox from a teenage girl: "I don't know if you'll ever even read this, but how in the world Did you get better? I wanna get better too You seem so confident, I wish I was like you" And I don't know what to tell her, I'm not an expert I don't have a cookie cutter answer, all I know for sure Is one day it hit me, hating myself Was probably gonna kill me, and I chose my health It's been a long, long battle and a tough five years It took a lot to dismantle and an endless amount of tears But the more that I recover, it's easier to see And when I look in the mirror, I think I actually like me (When my thoughts get mean, what should I do?) (I want to recover) (When I gain weight, what should I do?) Brye (The only thing I should be doing) (I want to recover) Hm-mmh, hm-mmh