Every time I'm back here I swear I'll never leave The smoke will never clear I'll never get back on my feet Every hole I fall in I dig myself a grave A ditch that can I lie in Until I reach my dying days Black and white Every time I feel good I swear "it's gonna last" Not a fleeting feeling I can't fathom my dark past I can't imagine crying Or feeling any pain Life is only black and white And no gray Black and white Black and white Black and white Black and white Every time I'm back here I swear I'll never leave The smoke will never clear I'll never get back on my feet Every hole I fall in I dig myself a grave A ditch that can I lie in Until I reach my dying days Every time I feel good I swear "it's gonna last" Not a fleeting feeling I can't fathom my dark past I can't imagine crying Or feeling any pain Life is only black and white And no gray