I know it's been a while Been runnin' with the devil just tryna find my smile And you're the only one who can see right through my thoughts And I'll try to learn how to see myself through your eyes Some say it's the whisky makin' me feel lonely Or is it the colder side of the bed? There's no one there beside me, no one there to hide me From the voice inside my head Yeah, I'm a runner, I'm a gunner, yeah I'm always up to somethin' But I'm goin' through hell I don't know where I'm goin' but the only thing I know is I can do it by myself And I don't need your help No, I don't need your help Just another lonely night in motel outside Chicago And I wound up at the bottom of a bottle 'Cause I was done with it all, had that pistol to my head But through tear stained eyes seen that Bible by the bed Some say it's the whisky makin' me feel lonely Or is it the colder side of the bed? There's no one there beside me, no one there to hide me From the voice inside my head Yeah, I'm a runner, I'm a gunner, yeah I'm always up to somethin' But I keep goin' through hell And I don't know where I'm goin' but the only thing I know is I can't do this by myself Maybe I could use some help Maybe just a little help And I don't know what I felt that night but it chilled me to the bone When I hit my knees I realized I never was alone So I pulled out the whiskey, left behind the lonely Laying on the cold side of the bed Got you there beside me, you were there to guide me Fuck the voices in my head I'm a runner, I'm a gunner, yeah I'm always up to somethin' Now I found my way through hell And I don't know where you're goin' but the only thing I know is You ain't gotta do it by yourself You can ask for help It's okay, yeah You can ask for help It's okay to ask for help