Maybe I'm a rebel Maybe I don't wanna settle Maybe I don't [?] Maybe I'm the one that has it Maybe lovers [?] But maybe it's confusing Maybe I'm tired of losing All I really want is to love and not to feel Can't take a broken heart so I guess I'm staying here All I really want is to love and not to feel Is to love and not to feel So I'm intoxicated Tryna stay sedated Always end up feeling Baby that's the reason Why I'm scared of [?] People try to tell me That I gotta [?] But the truth ain't always pretty Some things are better left unspoken I could try to make it better But I know you won't believe it How could you know the difference If you were never seeing it All I really want is to love and not to feel Can't take a broken heart so I guess I'm staying here All I really want is to love and not to feel Is to love and not to feel So I'm intoxicated Tryna stay sedated Always end up feeling Baby that's the reason Why I'm scared of [?] And I like it And I will fight it Will I still be me Will I still be free What if I fall So I'm intoxicated Tryna stay sedated Always end up feeling Baby that's the reason Why I'm scared of [?]