I got four walls that surround my heavy soul You can't do this you won't make it. Yeah, I know... Some days I wish I was dead. Wander as a ghost instead Just to see if being there meant anything at all Would it hurt to think about me? Or would you not know? Cause I never really let my guard enough down low Enough for you to see me And in the end, this is what I chose It's always the same thing Over and over. Thinking the closure Will help me try to understand the way This all ends. And it's hopeless It's what I get for seeking an answer That I never believed anyway Steady sounds of pain are under every breath Little lies you can't accept Cause I know you. You bury the truth Lies from the start, cause there's nothing to lose And if ever had the chance I would never try again I mean nothing at all Would it hurt to think about me? Or would they not know? Cause I never really let my guard enough down low Enough for you to see me And in the end, this is what I chose It's always the same thing Over and over. Thinking the closure Will help me try to understand the way This all ends. And it's hopeless It's what I get for seeking an answer That I never believed anyway It sinks slow Cause in the end all we have is our regret And I found you, when I had nothing left It's always the same thing Over and over. Thinking the closure Will help me try to understand the way This all ends. And it's hopeless It's what I get for seeking an answer That I never believed anyway This all ends. And it's hopeless It's what I get for seeking an answer That I never believed anyway