I was sludging through the snow Saw a golden light from a candlelit bar clapping, laughing inside Was dreaming of going back in time Bodega played the back, it would seem like a lifetime Sad situation when disguise yourself Now it's cold calculation, can't surprise myself I was riding in a van Saw a ray of light from a speeding train cut through the dark night Was feeling low, the [?] high Haven't heard from myself, it would seem like a lifetime Sad situation when disguise yourself Such a sad situation when despise yourself Such a waste of time to feel bitter Ways to feel oppressed Wonder what evolutionary reason for melancholy is But sometimes get so rolled out Hate the sound of my favorite music I'll know two songs sound the same And beauty seems a cliché It's such a waste of time to feel bitter Ways to feel oppressed Wonder what evolutionary reason for melancholy is For melancholy is Seneca The Stoic whose name's on the footlight Reminds to take a sing in the fight of the bleakest night Reminds me that soon, I'll too be yearning for this night Reminds me that soon, I'll too be yearning for this night Yearning for this night Seneca The Stoic whose name's on the footlight Reminds to take a sing in the fight of the bleakest night Reminds me back then, I too was yearning for an earlier night Reminds me I too forgot how lonely was that earlier night Reminds me that soon, I'll too be yearning for this night Yearning for this night, yearning for this night Yearning for this night Like I was yearning for this night, yearning for this night Like I was yearning for this, yearning for this Yearning for this, yearning for this, yeah