Drowning my emotions Pretend to enjoy the rain We'll I'm hoping for more sunshine Relief from this pain I'm too sad to give a fuck Too restless to fall asleep Find escape if I could dream I may be quiet but my silence screams We fake to be happy Covering up the scars Giving off the look of strength While breaking down from deep within Swallowed by emotions Waves of despair Overthink to oblivion I'm tearing out my hair Will you miss me when I am gone? Losing my grip trying to hold on I'm okay It's just my favorite lie Hurts to hide Pretend that I'm fine This mask of a smile can't show how I feel Scars remind me that the pain is real (I'm emotional) I'm okay It's just my favorite lie Hurts to hide Pretend that I'm fine This mask of a smile can't show how I feel Scars remind me that the pain is real (I'm emotional) Haunted by my past Shadows start to cast Buried myself alive today I was sinking fast The weight of my regrets The pressure in my chest It's getting hard for me to breathe Would salvation be my death We fake to be happy Covering up the scars Giving off the look of strength While breaking down from deep within Swallowed by emotions Waves of despair Overthink to oblivion I'm tearing out my hair Will you miss me when I am gone? Losing my grip Trying to hold on I'm okay It's just my favorite lie Hurts to hide Pretend that I'm fine This mask of a smile can't show how I feel Scars remind me that the pain is real (I'm emotional) [x2] Will you miss me when I am gone (I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay) (I'm emotional) [x2] I'm okay It's just my favorite lie Hurts to hide Pretend that I'm fine This mask of a smile can't show how I feel Scars remind me that the pain is real (I'm emotional) [x2]