I've never thought my choices would have consequences 
loaded with so much regrets day after day. Listen, this 
is a lesson kid. Chose the path you'll walk, and never 
follow the lights of a herd you undergo, 'cause you heart 
means more than your status. And there'll always be 
people to not understand, so let them go away. Never fear 
your dreams: this is my mistake, i let them go away in 
silence. Now i'm not finished with masturbation. Don't 
waste your time kid you will never fit this world. I used 
to try integration and pay it 24/7. I'm your father and 
i'm no king, but the last loser of this family. Broken, 
useless, my life is suspended to this clock. I'm sick of 
seeing the hungry me, unsatisfied in the mirror. I'm your 
father not a god, so let me go away ...