Here I stand, despair invading me Dragging me in it's vertiginous fall Endless echoes of the howling As a sweet requiem of existence Invoke hate, the silence is deafening Invoke hate, erase it and start again His voice and mine confront inside Creating an indescribable magma Of inept whispers and murmurs Commands, insults, treats and lies Giddiness is growing stronger and my head's close To explode Extricate myself from all of this Get the emptiness back The walls are invisible and the anguish tortures me Through my ears annihilate Eradicate, Invoxhate Pain leaves me rocked in a languorous wave of the Vital essence Fleeing and discharging from my ear-drums Through my head lacerate Ejaculate Invoxhate All seems clear, as my eyes disappear, His world vanished away Praying for touching the ground And feel this hate spilled Like the fragments of my smashed skull