I wrap a cable tight around my chest
'Cause I'm holdin' it in, yeah, I'm holdin' it in
It's been keepin' me together, yeah
And I'm holdin' you up, 'cause I'm holdin' it in

Stuck to everything in the rulebook
I color in between the lines but I shoulda known it
Was gonna take a lot more than a recipe to fix this
I'm second guessin' everything I thought I knew

Try to poker face through a bad trip
I didn't think that I was gonna cause so much damage
It's gonna take a lot more than a recipe to fix this
I'm second guessin' everything

And it's a slow dive back down
And I would give anythin' to be back on the ground
And it's a slow dive back down
And there ain't a drug around that's gonna help
So brace yourself, we're goin' down

I'm puttin' tape over my mouth again
I've been holdin' my tongue, you've been holdin' your breath
It's just nothin' like I wanted it
I been lettin' you down, I should be lettin' you in

Stuck to everything in the rulebook
I color in between the lines but I shoulda known it
Was gonna take a lot more than a recipe to fix this
I'm second guessin' everything I thought I knew

Try to poker face through a bad trip
I didn't think that I was gonna cause so much damage
It's gonna take a lot more than a recipe to fix this
I'm second guessin' everything

And it's a slow dive back down
And I would give anythin' to be back on the ground
And it's a slow dive back down
And there ain't a drug around that's gonna help
So brace yourself, we're goin' down

I don't want to be the one
To lose it all, free fall
I don't want to be the one
To lose it all, to lose it all

And it's a slow dive back down
And I would give anything to be back on the ground
And it's a slow dive back down
And there ain't a drug around that's gonna help
So brace yourself, we're goin' down

And there ain't a drug around that's gonna help
So brace yourself, we're goin' down