Sometimes when i wake up I start to think This can't be true And i'm not together So i block out all the days That don't matter And i raise my head Forget about what i did And try not to think too hard Sometimes i get so happy I hear things in my head That were never said I just sit alone for a while And start talking to myself, i think It's getting a little out of hand Try not to think too hard... I hang on the words Thinking how i blew it With nothing left to lose Sometimes when i think about it It just doesn't seem fair Still i stay prepared And i work my way around it I look deep into myself and think This is getting a little out of hand Try not to think too hard... I hand on the words Thinking i blew it With nothing left to lose I play my part It's not so hard I just stay out of view