I can't hold your hand I can't take the stage In my mind we're dancing See us masquerading In the dead of the night You are my guiding light Took down every word Swallowed notes to memory I thought I'd get my own back Thought that I might fight back Felt them take my air But they did not starve me It only got me higher Only got us further away In the dead of the night You are my guiding light Stay awhile and I'll try My hardest not to lie Witness within me a fire I am exploding with rage Bursting right out of the seams To be somebody else Tell me, what is this desire I never knew I could feel? Stronger than concrete but vulnerable All at that the same time London in July You have left a scar In my mind we're dancing See us masquerading