It's been so hard to stay Matter of fact I've been contemplating my getaway Thought about it for ninety days No sitting back see I call the shots and I take the shots Pray to God that the angst will stop My angle switched if you want it watch I'm an awful lot Chapter 9 we straight cookin' No fuck shit on my bucket list Still on the rise, ain't lookin' I'm in need of that substance What in the fuck were you thinkin' I drove off that high made a counter for blinkin' my life away Second by second I'll right all my wrongs Then preach like a reverend Break bonds, double 'O' nine Filling the beat till I'm gone Changing they mind When they thinking of reaching the level I'm on Fuck with the friends that will fuck me in the end Where the hell do I begin They want a new Vans as soon as I become a ten Fuck it let's try this again Shapeshifters I started seeing the colors as soon as I painted the picture No fucking with you I gotta be Up with the pinnacle running from my inhibition Everybody too slow, everybody blew nose Trust in you but who knows Friend of me the new foe Friend of me the new foe Running the game going till nobody's left We got our foot to the pedal other foot right on your neck Spending my minute like cash, running it, we running in debt I got my foot to the pedal Running the game going till nobody's left I got my foot to the pedal other foot right on your neck Spending my minute like cash, running it, we running in (running in, yeah) I got my foot to the pedal Why is my mother so worried about me? Nobody else would listen they could give a fuck about me Opposite ends I'm hurrying now See the lights flash in the distance Some time has passed They always used to call me 'Ash' I miss it Just stating facts I've stuck around I fucking handle business No looking back Used to never know my own direction But I'm on the map finally Letting it go Running finish till somebody you know Now there screaming trynna body at shows I'll send it up and outta my zone Put this shit on a pedestal I've been cutting breaks no interlude If you bought my tape then I'm into you I don't have many friends to send it to I don't have much time on this planet I'm taking advantage of whatever goes Turning my fucking problems into answers I'm taking nothing but chances All this happiness ain't what she think I built this shit for some better things And pussy the only thing making it sink Run it by Slade, the dude is my shrink For whatever case Uncover the life that was hidden inside me for ages Better man making better sounds He found his crown written on a page Running the game going till nobody's left I got my foot to the pedal other foot right on your neck Spending my minute like cash, running in we running in (running in, yeah) I got my foot to the pedal It's been so hard to stay Matter of fact I've been contemplating my getaway Thought about it for ninety days No sitting back see I call the shots and I take the shots Pray to God that the angst will stop My angle switched if you want it watch I'm an awful lot