Started wearing pants again Body is awake But my brain is dead Flies on the walls Gunshots over east park Find them when they fall Covering my backyard Started picking up again Left for the last song Can't see how it ends He's a shark among men He kissed me in the kitchen Break I never bend I'm drunk and I don't listen Now I love pain as it's settling in I went to your show Fuck I wish that I didn't Love the sound of water as it's swallowing me whole Hate the way my new room smells Keep picturing the guy who just moved out Did he drink and piss the bed Did his girlfriend fucking hate him The air is thick and gray From burning all this sage and I can't breathe I love pain as it's settling in I went to your show Fuck I wish that I didn't Love the sound of water as it's swallowing me whole I love pain as it's settling in I think I said too much Fuck I wish that I didn't Love the sound of water as it's swallowing me whole Started wearing pants again I think I like the way they fit