I don't wanna leave boy, I rather wanna die I'm joking, boy I choose my life Just remembering what it was like... I don't wanna leave boy I rather wanna die I can't believe how high I must have been and I Take it back, it was a lie Every time I think of things I used to say Sound so crazy saying them today It's like I'm a different me, all the way I almost find it funny Then I think oh what a goal See the growth of my whole being See the new vs the old... Like a wreck turned into gold When it comes to the way I am stubborn like an aries I won't take no shit from a nigga I ain't married to Can't tell me nothing, I won't call it difficult More like knowing who I am And what is best for me Whatever I feel is what it needs to be Boy, it took me long enough just to see it And I'm gon keep it right I don't wanna leave boy, I rather wanna die I'm joking, boy I choose my life Just remembering what it was like... I don't wanna leave boy I rather wanna die I can't believe how high I must have been and I Take it back it was a lie Disregard what I said Can't get it in my brain That sounds very much insane It's really more than funny Then I see how far I've come Who would've thought I could become The exact opposite Live how I live taking up for myself and shit... When it comes to the way I am stubborn like an aries I won't take no shit from a nigga I ain't married to Can't tell me nothing, I won't call it difficult More like knowing who I am And what is best for me Whatever I feel is what it needs to be Boy it took me long enough just to see it And I'm gon keep it right I don't wanna leave boy, I rather wanna die I'm joking boy I choose my life Just remembering what it was like... I don't wanna leave boy I rather wanna die I can't believe how high I must have been and I Take it back it was a lie