Sat here crying On a rock Can't stop shaking Lost the plot Too addictive Just can't stop Tied in knots Cutting corners Did I not Hurt the one who loved me Ripping myself off No one will notice When that's all it was A user lost So help me now Not to pick it up again Hopeless like I've always been So help me now Do something good with me This time I mean it truthfully I know I said so many times But it feels different this time around Happy people Make me sad Make me long for What I never had Standing in the doorway With the cold at my back Don't wanna be like that So help me now Not to pick it up again Hopeless like I've always been So help me now Do something good with me This time I mean it truthfully I know I said so many times But it feels different this time around (Mary go on deliver me) I know I said so many times But it feels different this time around I know I've said so many times But it feels different this time around