When nothing matters now and you're not sure if it ever did When life is grey or black or whatever color it is When the sound of his voice screaming in your ear Melts with the television the noise disappears You're letting him back in To break you once again You're crawling in your skin You're forgiving him You hold it in You hold in on for a little happiness For a little happiness Your mascara draws his picture on your face And all these pictures that he's framed take up his space These awkward elevator moments of happiness Just keep you open to the cycles of viciousness Letting him back in To break you once again You're crawling in your skin You're forgiving him You hold it in You're just holding on For a little happiness And I am letting him back in I am to break you once again Crawling in myskin I'm forgiving him Hold it in And under this holding on For a little happiness Holding on For a little happiness