I've been overwhelmed with doubt and stress I wanna make sense of this But I'm broken in the brain Depression's got me, like a kick in the dick Feeling incredulous, defeated Like when Warren G said, "I'm like, damn, what's next?" It's called dwindling prospects (That fortune smiles on me) Back when you found me I was stuck in existential dread Said fuck it, now I smile back at the leviathan (Charmed by a snake's toxicity) Learned that the hard way You got to be one to know one Now I'm alive (Now I'm alive) I feel your energy Look up, I'll have 'em sayin' "What's that?" To furious applause 'Cause I'm alive (Yeah, I'm alive) Appreciate the honesty But take whatcha think of me Hit the bricks, sayonara, so long I'm alive (I'm alive) No other way I wanna be Easier said than done for you and I Broken in the brain You've got to be one to know one (That fortune smiles on me) Some days you'll find me undeniably knockin' all 'em dead Sometimes I lie awake all night, I can't get outta the bed But I'm alive (Now I'm alive) Watching the sun comin' up But I don't feel like a waste I'm no longer a drain I am alive (Yeah, I'm alive) You had my back and honestly You couldn't matter more to me And that ain't no lie Oh, obsessing over toxic shit It never made me no cents But the love I got from you came with interest And I'm thankful for all of it You've got to be one to know one You got to be one to know one