Yeah One, two, one (One, one) Yeah, uh Yeah You told me "Be patient, one day you gon' make it" (Yeah) When I finally did, your angel had to come and take you (Damn) Nothin' was the same, now I'm everybody's favourite Now they know my name, now I got my own label Woulda meant more if you were still around for sure But I guess, I gotta just accpet Wish you peace as you rest No more livin' with regrets The Lord knows I was in a mess when you left Got me feelin' like I'm, a shadow of my former self (Yeah) Feelin' like I, should be reachin' out for help (Yeah) I know that you're in heaven but this grief is really puttin' me through hell And I'm really hopin' nobody can tell (Yeah, for real) So I wrote this on your birthday Four years later and I miss you in the worst way When I look into the mirror all I see is your face Thinkin' 'bout you most days I know that with God's grace you made it through the toll-gates and now you in a calm place (Uh) Don't know where it is, I know it's far away Before you know it I just fell into a dark phase Just like that I put my mental health in harm's way Didn't know how to handle it, so I crashed Realised that I took for granted the time I had Even though you made mistakes, you were tryin' the best you can But instead of understandin' I would rather wash my hands 'cause - I was in a rush to be a man So many questions I haven't asked Stuck with these memories from the past Feelin' like I don't know who I am Feelin' like nobody understands (Yeah, right) Until I see you again I know you watchin' over me and want me to win (Yeah) Lettin' go of what was, no matter what it's always one love (Yeah) You told me "Be patient, one day you gon' make it" (Yeah) When I finally did, your angel had to come and take you (Damn) Nothin' was the same, now I'm everybody's favourite Now they know my name, now I got my own label Woulda meant more if you were still around for sure But I guess, I gotta just accpet Wish you peace as you rest No more livin' with regrets The Lord knows I was in a mess when you left Got me feelin' like I'm, a shadow of my former self (Yeah) Feelin' like I, should be reachin' out for help (Yeah) I know that you're in heaven but this grief is really puttin' me through hell And I'm really hopin' nobody can tell (Yeah)