I'm starting to catch on To what you told me But I shrugged and laughed it off Turned my back on you So forgive me if you can For all the hell I brought to you Before I put myself through it first No I was never proud Just scared to lose my hold On everything that kept me so secure If I was wrong then you should know That I was only watching out for those I loved Though it didn't look that way to you You were scaring me to death The way you never seemed to care at all I couldn't take the shots you took At me for trying to affect the way That you would end up And I don't know where I'm going But I'll never come home And I don't know where I'm going But I'm never No, I'm never coming home.