Is it my fault What did I do wrong I cant face it I doesn't feel real I was afraid to sleep the day you died I didn't want to wake up I want to lose myself I want to become numb again I want that day to be a dream I can't face it It doesn't feel real I loved you like my own child But I was barely with you a year You were spunky and bright You loved to be outside You loved sweet things And you loved to be wild I cant face it It doesn't feel real Just the day before you were bright and Active I didn't know you were sick I didn't know you would die the next day Why is the sun still shining It reminds me of you I can't face it It doesn't feel real You are gone I'll cry when we bury you I'll cry when I go by where you lived I'll cry for a while But I'll be fine